Ice Dreams

Last night I dreamed about ice. "Monte" [not his real name] was sticking ice down the back of my shirt, and then he started rubbing it on the back of my neck to the point that it was starting to hurt. And he wouldn't stop. It was like he was trying to be mean and hurt me. It was real weird.

Normally I have nice dreams and half the time don't even remember them, but for some reason this one woke me up feeling real creeped out. What does that mean? It was an odd feeling. Anyways, just for the heck of it I thought I would do a google search on "ice dreams" and this is what came up first on the list:

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Dream symbol: ice, ices, icy, iced

Interpretation: Blocked or unexpressed emotions, being as cold as ice
Melting ice may indicate emotional transformation or release
Needing to hold off on something or shelve for a while, put it on ice
A need to cool down a little, calm down
Feeling unsure, unstable or that something is a slippery or potentially dangerous, on thin ice
Needing to break the ice in order to ease an uncomfortable situation
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After reading this I thought "how funny".... yesterday I was real annoyed at a few of my peers after a very long and drawn out interview process. We were interviewing for one of the top dogs in our tribe [CEO of a multi-million dollar operation].

You would think an important position like that would knock sense into people to stop playing politics. Wrong wrong wrong. The whole things was oooooozing with politics and it was really getting on my nerves.

I was never a good politician to begin with, or at least I'm not very good at the "get along and go along" tactics that our veteran council members have become so accustomed to. Most of the time I am comfortable saying whatever's on my mind, but yesterday it was too much so after awhile I just kept quiet and cast my one vote. In the end it all worked out, but I still went home baffled and annoyed.

Anyways, I decided today I would just suck it up and drive on. They used to tell me in the Army, "If you're not a part of the solution, you're a part of the problem." I hope and pray I never become part of that problem.

Talk to the blog

Talk to the blog... cuz no one else is listenin. Well, ok, it could have to do with the fact that no one else is home, and that's a good thing.

The way my life has been going I actually look forward to being alone. One of my friends describes it as the whole adult homebody thing... I just think I need periodic peace and quiet so I can collect my thoughts. I find it hard to regroup or rethink things when I have noise coming at me from all over the place.

Next week I go on a long needed vacation to So. Dak. I like to consider it my technology dry out since cell service is spotty at best, and internet access is worse. Will have great company so it should all work out, but I'm pretty sure the internet at large is going to miss me. After all, who else is going to start all these crazy online profiles and neglect all of them? LOL, and then I wonder why I don't have a life.