It's not complicated

The bad part about being strong for so many years is it freaks people out when they see a moment of weakness. I've cried almost every single day for the last few months. I guess they're not used to it so they're trying to "figure me out" like I'm not allowed to have feelings. My BFF thinks it's loneliness. My sisters think it's my ego. My neices don't understand it. My mom - at least she gets me (I love her). Why can't they understand that I was in love? What's so hard about that? Sheesh.